It's better with friends |
Just Before Race Start |
When we started it was a little crowded, but cleared up really nice, really quick. Probably because it was a pretty fast crowd out there, and I was in the back. My goal was to keep moving as hard as I could and bank a little time. Then J passed me, and I thought if I could tail him, I would easily PR. That didn't happen. I started losing ground to him by the second mile, and then I had to stop and retie the drawstring of my windbreaker pants. By then he was gone, and within the same mile I had a shoe come untied. So I stopped to tie it and double knot that one and the other. Pretty much every race I make sure everything is in place and tied tight and my shoes are doubled so the don't come undone, but, nope, not today.
At this point I'm figuring a PR is out of range. I thought about slowing up and enjoying the run, but I told myself to keep pushing and think positive. That didn't work. I felt exhausted after 3 miles. I could feel my strides shortening and my pace slowing, but I kept pushing myself anyway. At this point I'm thinking there's about a 4% chance a PR is on the table. I was just mentally and physically in a bad place, and I figured my time was going to turn out equally poor.
By 4.5 miles, I wanted to be done, but I saw someone's "If it doesn't challenge us, it can't change us" quote on the back of their shirt, so I kept pushing as much as i could. By mile 5 I still wasn't doing much better, but I decided to see if I could kick it up any, and I was absolutely shocked when I could and started picking up some people that just passed me. I thought I saw the street with the finish line at probably 5 1/2-5 3/4 and made a mistaken mad dash toward an oasis of "plenty more race to go you idiot," and had to back off a bit.
Finally we made the last turn, and I saw 5-:--, with the rest of the numbers being pretty much indeterminable from where I was, but I knew I was still under an hour. I also knew I just needed to beat a 59:20. I gave about all I could down the stretch, and crossed right about in that 59:15-59:20 range on the clock. I figured with chip time I probably had it, but I was too busy sucking air and feeling my muscles burning to think or talk to J, who met me at the end.
We went inside to grab a water and some of the holiday goodies (apple and orange slices, bananas, cookies, cupcakes, etc.). I went apple, orange, chocolate coconut cupcake (burned calories recovered). I didn't sign up for the heavyweights to avoid any potential prizes we had to stay for, and we didn't even look at times. I've made J late for work twice already by suckering him into runs on days he has to work early afternoon, I wasn't going to make him late again. We left almost immediately.
I didn't know my time for sure until about an hour ago, but I got it. I ran a 58:46, which isn't a big chunk off of 59:20. I'll take it, though, especially on a run that felt horrible the entire time and one where I had to stop and tie my stuff up twice. I can't believe I actually got it, but that's why you keep going and don't give up, even on the bad days.
Everything's wrong....well it's all right.
Nail a 10K PR up next to all the distances I've improved upon this year.